Closing down

Closing down I am closing down, as my broken, unfinished dreams, as those misty eyes of a widow... I am closing down, as the doors that were never to open, as the windows that remained shut, a house that was meant to submit, to deliberate longing! I am closing down, as the ears that no longer heard my screams, as the heart that stopped beating, as the under functioning lung and kidney, or massacred feelings... I am closing down, as hopelessness is the truth, and sanity a deviation! as mystery is in the existence, prediction in suffering! I am closing down, as there is no way, to stop, control, combine, or emulate, the true sense of being!! I am closing down, yes, I am!! Tanzila